Jessica.

2011-06-27T02:27:00.003+08:00

Let's stop all the sad post ,
So long since i blog .
Due to boredness & I want to stop all my sadness (:

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I'm so happy with my life now ,

Cause i have Hwiecheng , bigfamilymonster , great friends & you

You , Mr Quek zhenkang ,

Thank you so many much .

We're going to be together for 11month ,

& the answer to your question after so long , i love you , love you 100% k <3

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEH ^^v

2010-10-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

Ohwell ,

(Happy) , 2nd year anniversary .

I miss , always .

Deep down , i miss __

2010-09-07T21:27:00.002+08:00

Happy , 23rd months .
I'm going to put you dep down inside .
I'll remember you , fuckface ;

2010-09-01T18:11:00.000+08:00

后来, 终于在眼泪中明白, 有些人一旦错过就不再。

2010-08-09T01:52:00.000+08:00

I'm tired , of everything , studys & all , FML __

2010-08-07T21:27:00.002+08:00

It's 7th , 22th months already .

Means you left for , 210 days .

I still miss the way you use to look into my eyes & smile .

I'm tired of going against you , & your everything .

I'm so going to just keep quiet & be here ,

I hope a day , just someday , you'll understand .

Maybe , it's too late to say this ,

i guess you hate me ttm now ,

sigh ;

XNN , 我要谢谢你给的 , 你拿走的一切 .

2010-08-03T17:24:00.002+08:00

I still love yet hate , that's all ;

Hi ,
Prelim is just 2 days time , like wtf la !
I still feel like party , i'm so dead .
But @ least i studied a little (;
Working later on , Tired ttm .
Byebyebyebyebyebye .

Qzk ,
There's still B in heart , that's all .
Stop making me guilty ,
& Why is like EVERYONE helping you ? __
Nehnehnehnehnehnehneh ni ,

2010-08-01T16:36:00.002+08:00

但我已经分不清，你是友情还是错过了爱情 ;

Hi ,
30th July , Yuying 100th year anniversary @ esplanade ,
Overall fun ,
Went Kovan with Zhenkang & met manymany of them ,
Like wtf , i'm the only girl __
Wore heels , & they laughed @ me , cause i walk like dinosaurs -.-
Went Marinasquare , Brought a new shoes there ,
walked around with them , pool after that with them .
Esplanade , till like 10pm plus ,
Group photo , back to Kovan .
Homed around 3am plus , tired ttm .
31st July ,
Worked & supper @ 682 with Zhenkang , Liying , Kelvin & Shikai .
1st Aug , today ,
Going down Kovan later , to meet Zhenkang ,
& singing K with Zhenkang , Liying & Jeanne after that (;
Off for bath now , Bye !

2010-07-20T16:55:00.003+08:00

我放不下对你的恨，更加放不下对你的爱 ;

Hi ,
Happybirthday to myself ^,^
Long time since i post .
Zhenkang's house now , just cutted cake ,
Let's start talking from last Friday , 16th July ,
Went a pub @ Jalankayu to drink with Liying , Zhenkang , Kaijie , Jihan & Shikai .
Almost drunk , they Mahjong @ Zhenkang;'s house after that .
Homed around 4am , Enjoyed alot , Thanks everyone (;
Saturday , 17th July , worked .
Sunday , 18th July , Went K-box @ amk , with Sweehong , Herman , Kendrick , Yongjun , Wenjie & Joshua .
Slack near house there , Homed @ nearly 11pm ,
More like Old friend's outing than celebrating b'day . Haha !
Monday , 19th July , School , K-box @ Hg plaza with Liying & Zhenkang , then work .
Tuesday , 20th July , Today ,
Happybirthday to me !
Thanks everyone who wish me ,
& thanks for those present , (;
Especially , Zhenkang & Neoflatnose ! (;
Haha !
Going Grandma's house for dinner later on , <3
Blog when i'm free , bye !

2010-07-11T03:27:00.002+08:00

哭久了会累 , 也只是别人的以为 ;

Hi ,
I'm so tired nowwwwwwww ,
Work just now ,
684 for supper , with Zhenkang , Liying , Jackie & Ahfu .
Zhenkang's house after that .
Beckham & Weijie came ,
Watch them play mahjong , bored ttm !
Ahfu left first , & i watch my show for like a few hours ,
Left for home around 2am ,
I got not to do now , how ?
& Zhenkang , I'm still veryvery shock ! Hahaha !
BYE .

Okay , you appear in my mind again , __

(B)

Xienini :(

2010-07-09T23:58:00.004+08:00

Half a year ago ,

A guy , still choose to lie , when it's already the last day .

Half a year ago ,

A guy , left me for a bytch ,

Half a year ago ,

A guy , took away my smile , & everything ,

Half a year ago ,

A guy , took my heart away , & never bring it back .

Been 6 months/181days & i'm still stuck here , when you're so far away .
been 6 months/181days & i still miss you , when you don't even remember ,
been 6 months/181days & i'm still so crazy in love with you , when you don't ,
been 6 months/181days & i still feel like crying , when you're so happen .

Yayaya , i still love B , sososo ?

I don't really care if you or anyone saw/know this post anymore .

2010-07-09T23:54:00.000+08:00

躲在某个地方哭泣好想紧紧抱着你 ;

Hi ,
English oral suck ttm today !
Comfirm cannot make it , sad ttm !
Sighsighsigh ! :(
After oral home to bath & change ,
& met Liying & Zhenkang for their dinner .
Off for work , mood down all along .
Butbutbut , thanks to Zhenkang& Jackie for making me laugh .
Supper @ 401 with manymany people ,
Hyper ttm , @ that period of time , hah !
Ohwell , off for television ,
BYE .

& Zhenkang ,
I'm still shock ,
I know i too got mei li already !
Hahahahaha !

2010-07-07T21:27:00.000+08:00

People always ask , why do i still love & miss him after such a long time ,

Or why di i still waste my time on you ? I can't answer any of their questions .

You're not the the nicest person on earth or whatever ,

but , why can't i find someone to replace you in heart ?

Sigh ,

2 more days , & you left me for half a year , __

(Happy) 21st months anniversary , B .

2010-07-05T01:20:00.002+08:00

I think of you , once again ;

Hi ,
Just back home not long ago ,
Zhenkang's house with Liying , Joanne & David ,
See them play mahjong , bored ttm .
PunggolMarina country club for Sakura .
Drink with Liying & Zhenkang @ Jalankayu , i think .
I'm so pround that i'm not totally drunk ,
I'm so pround with my suck drink skill , i still can blog now .
Red face now , haha !
Some stupid stuff happened & made me called B __
Heachache now , going bath & off for my bed .
Lastly , Happybirthday K.Weijie ! Luvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv <3
BYE .

I miss you , i miss you , i so miss you .

2010-07-04T17:05:00.003+08:00

If only i could understand why ;

Hi ,
Zhenkang's house now .
Bored ttm ,
Zhenkang , Liying , David & Joanne playing mahjong now .
Me watching show , so the bored .
Woke up 11am plus , damn early for me .
Woke up without alarm and people calling , so proud of myself :)
Went Tamp Giant just now , & cab back to hg .
Maybe , Sakura later for dinner , @ PunggolMarina later on .
BYE .

5th july , Weijie's b'day .
7th july , __
8th july , __
9th july , 6th month w/o & N level English oral .
17th july , Guowen's b'day .
20th july , Memememe mine B'day !
24th july , Wenjie's b'day .
Cashcashcash !

I don't get it why i still miss ,

when you already left for half a year ? __

2010-07-03T00:46:00.004+08:00

有的人说不清哪里好,但就是谁都替代不了 ;

Hi ,
School was bored ttm ,@ least there's classmates/friends entertaining me :)
Didn't have enough sleep for almost a week _l_
Everyday , School , 682 , work , supper , home , Me so need to rest !
Work just now , as usual .
Supper , with Liying m Jackie & Zhenkang , like normal .
Reached home nearly 12am .
I'm so freaking tired after bathing .
Working tomorrow still , Going party on sunday , i guess ?
Too much stuff to stress about , need time to relax , hah !
Ohwell , off for bed ,
BYE .

Somehow , i miss you alot today ,

I really wonder ,
you're not very nice/good/handsome ,
just a normal guy with thickeyebrown & small eyes .
But why can't anyone replace you in my heart ?
Sigh ,

2010-06-28T23:05:00.002+08:00

有时候我怀念以前的我 ;

Hi ,
Just back home not long ago .
First day of school , time passes so fast :)
Met Jackie after school @ point .
Saw him in his stupid uniform , & he look littlekid ! Hahaha >.<
Went home bath , & met Jackie , Darren , Shaobin & his girlf .
Went Jackie's house downstairs waited for him to bath & change .
Then hg green for their lunch .
Hg green's lan with them , for don't know how long , bored ttm .
Went work with Jackie & Ahfu around 6pm ,
Supper after work with Liying , Zhenkang , Jackie & Ahfu , & reach home nearly 11pm .
Tiring day .
Off for bed , after drying my hair .
Bye .

Ohwell ,
I hate you both ttm ,
What you want do ? Repeat history , you know uh ?
(Laugh!)
I'm crazy , so what ?
__

2010-06-27T21:50:00.002+08:00

我还有什么资格放不开 ;

Hi ,
Went met Zhenkang , Zi an & David @ Zhenkang's house .
Wanted to go Serengoongarden , but in the end didn't .
Went 682 to meet Jiarong & slack instead -.-
Around 6pm , cab down to Kovan with Zhenkang for pool .
Reached home nearly 9pm ,
School starting tomorrow , & it's too early for me to sleep now .
Howwwwwwwwwwwww ? __
Going to find ways to let me fall asleep ,
BYE .

Can't run away from reality , anymore :(

2010-06-27T02:36:00.002+08:00

我想学着忘记这一切 ;

Hi ,
Computer fixed :)
I'm bored ttm now .
Wanted to go town shopping with Zhenkang , but i'm to tired to meet 10.30am in the morning -.-
So woke up nearly 2pm , chiong to bath & prepare then met him around 2pm plus ,
Lunch @ hg point kfc , cab down to Bishan for Toystory 3 .
Like finally , i watched one of the movie i wanted to watch .
Walked around , cab to work after that .
Supper @ Koven , with Zhenkang , Liying , Xuanren , Ah fu & Jackie .
Played pool till nearly 1am , all left for home , while me & Zhenkang met Zi an & Jackie(tall one) .
After so long since i saw that Potato ! :)
Left alone around 2am .
I've nothing to do now ,
School's going to reopen tomorrow ,
So in a holiday mood , didn't have fun enough :(
School's means , i have to see that mf's face , __
Ohwell ,
Off for my psp ,
BYE .

Thanks Zhenkang ,
for the *Dori , Hah !
Like it ttm ^,^

& I miss Neohwiecheng ,
Though we drifted , & i don't really know why .
But i still miss you , lesbian partner :)

Somehow ,

I'm tired , very .

Lack of trust in the word love .

Sigh .

2010-06-25T15:23:00.002+08:00

Let's keep everything inside ;

Hi ,
Liying's place now ,
With Zhenkang , Jackie & Panghu ,
They playing mahjong & i'm bored ttm , veryvery maximum !
I'm so tired , & my stomach hust :(
Such a sucky day uh ?
School's reopening soon ,
Holidays' ending so fast , didn't have enough fun yet :(
Shopping with Zhenkang tomorrow , Toystory 3 ! ^,^
Heh *
Me rotting now , turning stone soon , Ha !
Working later , sian .
Ohwell ,
End of craps ,
BYE .

Fishball/Flatnose ,
I miss yoooooooooooooooooou , alot , bytch .
Where you die to ?!
Heh ,

Sometimes , i miss you .

Sometimes , i don't ?

2010-06-18T23:57:00.003+08:00

Answer my questions , anyone ? ;

Hi ,
Going Bishan soon .
No movie just now , cause only me & ongong -.-
Next coming monday , Movie , looking forward .
Zoo , movie & chompchomp tomorrow with Cousin(s) & friends ^,^
Heh ,
End of crap ,
Bye .

2010-06-18T02:27:00.002+08:00

Can't sleep , stomach cramp , :(

Wtf __

Think of J all of a sudden , sigh .

Asking myself , why either .

2010-06-17T00:31:00.002+08:00

So what if i still miss him ? ;

Hi ,
Using lappy to blog now .
Finally home , Went Auntie's house to stay for a couple of days .
So lack of sleep .
Work , & 684 after work with , Zhenkang , Liying , Jackie , Jordon & a mf .
Slacked with Liying , Jackie & his friend(s) for awhile & homed .
Movie on friday , zoo on saturday , can't wait ^,^
Bye !

2010-06-15T13:45:00.002+08:00

你走了，但我还走不开 ;

Hi ,
Not @ home .
Auntie's house with Cousins for two days .
Lack of sleep , tired ttm .
I'm bored now ,
Post some other day , when my home computer is fixed .
B Y E .

I miss you , ?

2010-06-14T17:23:00.000+08:00

Drink , drank , drunk ;

2010-06-12T16:02:00.002+08:00

Hi ,
Computer spoil , won't be posting for the time being .
BYE .

Things isn't right , so i'm turning left now ;

2010-06-05T01:08:00.003+08:00

Thanks , J .
I'm not Jia xin xin or whatever you think .
I'm not waiting for you to say this all along ,
Just that , this is the best way for you , & me .
That's why , i didn't hold you back .
Takecare , Baobao .
You was once in my heart , really .
BYE .

2010-06-05T00:59:00.003+08:00

爱得好累，真的好苦；

Hi ,
I'm home , like finally .
Family chalet , grandpa's birthday .
Ton-ed & slack with cousins , tried ttm ,
Lack of sleep .
Sleep soon , real soon .
Work tomorrow ,
I'm dead , so dead ,
Zhenkang's b'day on sunday , & i only have $ 50 now :(
1 more day left for me to work ,
How to go outttttttttttttttttt ?! _|_
Who want be my ATM ?
Maybe shopping on 7th & 8th ,
Stuffing my mind with things , making myself busy is the best way , *
Off for bed ,
BYE .

2010-06-01T02:56:00.003+08:00

How long more ? ;

Hi ,
682 to meet Zhenkang , Weijie & Jiarong around 5pm just now ,
Work after that , 682 again with Joanne & Liying to meet Weijie & Zhenkang .
I'm hungry now , & there's no food for me :(
There's Maths & Physic remedial in the morning , & i've to reach school @ 10am ,
I'm going wake up @ 9am , i'm still awake @ this fucking time -.-
It's Chunsheng's B'day , now ,
Happybirthday ! Words are wrote in the msg ,
Off for bed ,
BYE .

2010-05-31T02:18:00.000+08:00

Stomachcrampppppppppppppppppppp , A-G-A-I-N ! Nbpcb ,

& I don't know why , your fuckface keep appear on my mind , again _|_

2010-05-31T00:52:00.006+08:00

I don't understand you , i guess ? ;

Hi ,
Happy 16th birthday , Lim Shao Bin !
Met Zhenkang 7pm plus , Ate dinner ,
Eben's house to slack , Bored ttm .
Jogging tomorrow , with Zhenkang ,
Can't imagine i'm going to excise ! -.-
Mood rather down this few days ,
End of crap .
BYE .

Looking @ my past time post last night ,let me realized something ,
It's really hard to start anew when the old one is still hanging around .
Now , i don't really know what i want .
Suckcork life _|_

2010-05-30T03:32:00.001+08:00

I miss ... , out of a sudden _|_

2010-05-30T02:32:00.000+08:00

但，我只想再一次紧紧的拥抱 ;

Hi !
Stomach cramp for the whole day ,
Didn't really ate anything , _|_
Mood suck ttm , seriously .
Ohwell , met Zhenkang & co , @ 682 .
Bus-ed to Poshen's bbq , 宝宝 was there already ,
Acompanied Zhenkang home to put his stuff ,
& Eben's house after that ,
A guy came , & I learned to play Mahjong , but fail -.-
Wanted to walk home alone , but in the end bus-ed 325 home .
Reach home nearly 1am .
I'm bored & stomach cramp now , :(
Computer speaker spoil , can't watch show , sad ttm .
Wonder what can i do now .
宝宝's asleep , Zhenkang playing Mahjong , no people talk to me _|_
Ohwell , Me going watch televison or play DS or itouch .
BYE .

I don't know what to do , seriously _|_
I don't understand myself ,
Fucked up life ,
Nb ;

2010-05-29T14:42:00.002+08:00

I'm bored , i'm bored . i'm bored .
The weather is killing me ! Damn warm _|_
Me want eat Strawberrycheesecake Ben & Jerry ice-cream ,
B ye .

2010-05-29T03:03:00.002+08:00

Falling apart , things going from bad to worst ;
I'm still smiling , still smiling .

xnn ? _|_

2010-05-27T04:53:00.001+08:00

Me want hughugs ,
Mood veryvery down ,
Look @ the time now _|_

2010-05-27T02:22:00.000+08:00

I'm tired , already ;

Hi ,
Computer fixed .
But all my pictures in computer are gone ,
ALL THOSE PICTURES _|_
Nbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb ,
Sad ttm , pictures all lost means ... :(
Nevermind ,
Holiday already ,
Must chiong studys , must chiong work .
Need cash , new bag(s) , new clothings , new bottom , new dress !
Lack of sleep , Can't sleep well , can't get to sleep T.T
End of crap ,
B Y E .

2010-05-25T09:17:00.002+08:00

Hi ,
In school computer lab again .
Cold ttm ,
Stupid Chunsheng didn't come , & Hwiecheng went for her MT o level thingy ,
I'm bored , veryvery .
Mood damn hyper this few days ,
Just that , you spoil my mood this & yesterday's morning ,
ohwell , __ !
Eye bag & panda eyes are getting deeper :(
(sadface)
Blog when my computer is fixed or whatever ,
BYE .

Hate/Miss ? __

2010-05-24T09:26:00.003+08:00

Hi ,
In school , computer lab now ,
Home computer down ,
Cold ttm now ,
Me miss Neoflatnoseeeeeeeeeeeeee >.<
I'm bored .
Prawnfishing yesterday with Weijie , Zhenkang & Jiarong ,
Homed nearly 11pm ,
Blog when computer is fixed ,
B Y E .

宝宝 , luv ni ^,^

2010-05-20T22:14:00.004+08:00

Jessica 要生病了 :(

Ohwell ,
我能给的却又不是你想要的 ,
不想看恋人，变路人。

2010-05-19T22:34:00.003+08:00

Let's take my Ben&Jerry Strawberry cheesecake ice-cream & run away ;

2010-05-18T22:05:00.002+08:00

Studies or relationships , nothing turns out right ,
Even how much effort i put , how hard i tried , the result turn out the same .
Suck ttm , Howwwwwwwwwwwwwww ?
(sadface)

2010-05-18T21:31:00.001+08:00

Idk , idk , idk ,
Cry or smile ?
Happy or sad ?
No one really helps ,
Anyone understand how i feel ?
_|_

2010-05-17T21:25:00.003+08:00

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2010-05-17T20:08:00.000+08:00

I thought i'm strong enough , but i just realized i'm not @ all ,
@ least now , i know what i really wanted .
I've tried to be the best , yet i failed , a g a i n .
我不想倒数我们还能爱多久 ,
你还会在这里，在这里陪着我吗？
Me want hughug(s) ,
:(

2010-05-17T04:53:00.002+08:00

Mttuoyvuloahaijoofnahtanoj , <3

2010-05-17T04:28:00.001+08:00

STOMACH CRAMP , AGAIN :(

_|_

你还会在我身边吗？

2010-05-17T02:42:00.001+08:00

I wonder sometimes ;

Hi ,
Homed around half an hour ago ,
Woke up early 10am plus by Weijie ,
Accompanied him to Macpherson or somewhere there ,
Slacked , L4D-ed with him & Susin .
Weijie accomapanied me to work after that ,
After work , 682 for supper , & Slack near park & homed around 2am ,
Bored ttm now ,
Can't get to sleep , Stomach cramped again :(
BYE .

I don't like this , you so different all of a sudden .
Like , you're just beside me , yet i can't feel your heart .
宝宝 , trust is the most important thing in relationship ,
After 39day , I'm starting to trust you , yet ?
Sorry for whatever stuff i did that make you felt that way ,
Really sorry ,
<3

2010-05-16T16:11:00.002+08:00

宝宝 , sorry to make you angry .
Though , i know you don't really care bout my sorry(s) .
But , i don't know what else to say ,

Luvyou ,

2010-05-16T02:27:00.002+08:00

STOMACH CRAMP :(
@ this time , Nbpcb _|_
Me want hughug, (sadface)

2010-05-16T00:38:00.002+08:00

我又想起你 , 笑着哭泣；

Hi ,
Met 宝宝 around 5pm ,
Went work together ,
宝宝's place after work ,
Supper @ his place ,
Homed @ 12am ,
Bored ttm now .
B Y E .

127 , *2973 ?

2010-05-15T01:13:00.002+08:00

第一次拥吻以前我们找不到语言
但听见彼此灵魂多渴望永远
贴心后嘴角的甜摩擦后眼角的咸
一起懂爱和真爱的差别

你送的杯子里面还装着温热感觉
你给的每个纪念都排在窗沿
相机是牵手两年围巾是东京五天
界线是又哭又笑的道歉

我不相信你心中现在她最美
你不会你不会你不会
把我们的爱踩碎
我不相信你口中会讲出后悔
你不会你不会你不会
不心疼我拒绝被看见的泪
124 , XNN , :(

当初被激烈反对你安静却没妥协
对我更好来瓦解别人的偏见
我生气时总几天我倔强口不择言
是你请把我当情绪沉淀

我不相信你心中现在她最美
你不会你不会你不会
把我们的爱踩碎
我不相信你口中会讲出后悔
你不会你不会你不会
不心疼我拒绝被看见的泪

我不相信重来的幸福在脱轨
你不会你不会你不会
留残酷让我面对
我不相信一起的回忆都损毁
你不会你不会你不会
舍得我留一滴想乞讨的泪

S.H.E - 你不会

2010-05-14T23:28:00.003+08:00

提起你名字心還跳動 ;

Hi ,
Happy 17th Birthday Jiarong !
宝宝's house now ,
K-garden just now ,
Accompanied 宝宝 down to celebrated Jiarong's birthday ,
Left @ 7.30pm plus , watched Ip man 1 using computer just now ,
Stupid 宝宝 playing my DS now , Bored ttm .
宝宝 suck ttm , he's smelly , he's dirty , he's irritating , he's dumb , he's stupid & he's cute ^,^
End of craps ,
BY E !

2010-05-13T23:59:00.001+08:00

宝宝 ,

Now who's the weak one ?
My stomach not feeling well only , you fever !
Hahahahahahah , :)
Your last paper tomorrow ,
Exam going over , then you fall sick ,
Me want you pei me go fly kite ,
Me want you pei me watch movie ,
Me want you pei me go shopping even you don't like ,
Me want you bring me go the bridge you said ,
Me want you bring me go universal studio !
You say want bring me go so manymany places after exam then you sick !
Sick @ such bad timing uh !
I sounds so bad uh , Faster recover la , sillyboy .
You should be sleeping now ,
Goodluck for your paper tomorrow ,
GET WELL SOON , stalker of my blog ,
林毛毛♥胡宝宝

2010-05-13T23:43:00.000+08:00

我到现在还不相信你会把我们的爱踩碎 ;

Hi ,
Happy Birthday Joanne ! :D
Reached home around 11.30pm ,
Ate Dinner/supper after work with Zhenkang , Jackie & David ,
Returned Hwiecheng's phone & Cabbed home .
Bored ttm ,
Stupid 宝宝 , fall sick again ,
Dumb him ,
Off for sleep now ,
B Y E /

2010-05-13T16:58:00.003+08:00

Hi ,
Currently @ 宝宝's place ,
Bored ttm ,
Last paper todayyyyyyyyyy ! ^,^
No school tomorrow & Monday ,
Too bad , 宝宝 have to wake up early in the morning for his physic paper , heh :)
宝宝's so dirty , very ! __
He don't want to bath , He's so smelly !
Walking later on , BYE .

2010-05-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

下着雨让尘气稀释回忆
我靠着你不出声音
看着你看着斑驳的甜蜜
爱你困住你也困住我自己
我那躲也躲不掉的微妙伤口
隐隐作痛
你那戒也戒不掉的甜蜜借口
也让我精神腐朽
说你爱我变成一种问候
不如趁早放手
把爱坠落让满地鲜红
说你爱我变成一种折磨
不用陪我走到最后
我承担不起你的承诺

S.H.E - 说你爱我

Too sensitive , thinking too much or ?

2010-05-12T21:53:00.002+08:00

Different ;

Hi ,
Mood sucks ttm this few days ,
My stomach cramp for the whole day ,
Not because of girl's problem , i don't know why either :(
I feel like crying for the whole day , Nb :(
Physics paper today , tried my best .
Art tomorrow , Failed for sure , didn't do any of the course work .
Home after exam , had nap till around 2pm ,
Went met 宝宝 @ 6pm , Reached home nearly 9pm ,
Waiting for 宝宝 to talk to me on msn :)
B Y E .

123 ?

2010-05-11T20:41:00.002+08:00

我不想倒数我们还能爱多久 ;

Hi ,
Weather is killing me , making my mood so ...
My mood so unstable this few days , Can't get to sleep again ,
Hope i don't lost me appetite , :(
Maths paper 2 today , hope i pass , not much confidence :(
Sad ttm , Papa ! ~
Homed after exam ,
Bathed rested , & went 宝宝's school there to meet him ,
宝宝's place after that ,
Dinner @ his house kpt there ,
Homed @ 6.30pm ,
I'm so bored now ,
Waiting for 9pm , for my show ,
宝宝 is working , waiting for him to text me :D
B Y E .

宝宝啊宝宝,
:(

2010-05-10T22:01:00.002+08:00

相信，不相信？信任，不信任？就那么简单吗？；

Hi ,
Mixed feeling ,
07.05.10 , Friday , _|_
Went school , History paper , cui ! Zero for sure ! ;)
Work with 宝宝 & homed ,
08.05.10 , Saturday , Memoriesflashback_|_
Tampines , with Hwiecheng , for 宝宝's stuff ,
Met 宝宝 & Zhenkang @ 697 ,
Off with 宝宝 , to some where near his house to massage , something really funny & weird happened :D
Supper around 11.30pm , & homed .
Happy first month , 宝宝 ^, ^
09.05.10 , Sunday ,
Kovan during evening time , to find Zhenkang ,
Saw a mf , suay ttm !
Went find 宝宝 after that , Homed @ 10pm ,
10.05.10 , Today ,
School , Chemistry paper , Cui , comfirm fail , but i've tried my best :)
Met 宝宝 after exam , ate breakfast @ 684 mac ,
I went home alone & went school for maths remedial ,
I _|_ing studied 6hours of maths in school !
I'm so proud of myself , If i fail maths paper 2 , i'll kill myself ,
宝宝 came fetch me @ 6pm , 宝宝's place see him study , & i rot there -.-
Homed nearly 9pm , Eating dinner now ,
Stupid 宝宝 went bath , i'm so bored !
B Y E ,

Trying my best to trust ,
Phobia , still phobia ,
I'msoveryverybad!
(sadface)

2010-05-09T20:21:00.002+08:00

Happy , First month :) - 08.05.2010 . saturday .

Though , we didn't really celebrated ,

But when i'm with you , we'll kena those weirdweird stuffs ,

It's really funny , but i'm very happy with it ^,^

Heart you , still <3>

Thanks for those understanding , I suck , can ?

2010-05-05T21:57:00.002+08:00

爱好难，真的好难；

Hi ,
Think too much , maybe ?
School was okay ,
Kovan with , Chunsheng , Darren & Ericsson for lunch @ Kfc ,
Maths remedial till nearly 6pm ,
Met 宝宝 , Hg mall for his dinner @ mac ,
Studied @ 357 with 宝宝 & Chunsheng ,
Cabbed home @ 9pm ,
Me so tired now ,
& Maths paper 1 & Chinese paper 2 , _|_
B Y E .

2 more day ,
_|_ !

Meveryveryverybad,
(sadface)

2010-05-04T19:47:00.003+08:00

我和你的画面，不断浮现。想念，还是对他的想念；

Hi !
Moody for almost whole day ? _|_
School suck ttm ,
My back hurts alot :(
_|_ 2.4km run ! Argh ,
Cabbed home after school ,
Rest awhile , Met 宝宝 & Zhenkang & 684mac ,
Studied together till 6pm plus ,
Zhenkang went home , me & 宝宝 slacked around & accompanied him to work ,
I'm so bored now , veryveryveryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ,
Off for TV to kill my time ?
BYE .

115 ?

Sometimes , i hated you alot for what you did ,
Sometimes , i think it's my fault & hate myself ,
But sometimes , i miss ttm ,
What can i still do now ?
Mewanttocry,meveryverywanttocry.
Anyoneanybody,understandhowifeel?
MeverybadtoJ,meverybad,veryveryverybad.
Meveryverydepressing.

2010-05-04T12:46:00.002+08:00

Computer lab now ,
Bored ttm ,
Chunsheng Nbcbbbbbbbbbbbbb __
2.4km run just now , as normal , i got first from the bottom :D
My leg & back hurts now ;(
Maybe going study later on ,
Such a hardworking girl uh ! ^,^
B y e ,

2010-05-03T21:36:00.002+08:00

Not strong enough ;

Hi ,
Friday , worked > met 宝宝 > homed .
Saturday ,
Didn't get to watch Ip man 2 :(
Went Iluma & all sold out ,
Walked to Plazasing/The Cathay , sold out too :(
Heels made my leg hurts till now ,
But still , abit of not happy ,
but i went out with Zhenkang & 宝宝 , I'm overall happy :D
Swensens for dinner , :D
Mrt-ed back hougang ,
Sunday ,
Worked alone , & no people accompany me to eat & i starve almost whole day ,
Till a silly boy brought food to work for me ^,^
Thanks , that sillyboy , JonathanFJH !
Met 宝宝 after work , & homed .
Today ,
Woke up @ 8.30am ,
Prepare & went 宝宝's place to meet him ,
Wanted to eat Breakfast with 宝宝's mummy , but she haven wake up .
So , bus-ed to Amkhub for Ip man 2 , Saw Jason ^,^
Show start @ 11.45am , went eat Pepperlunch before that .
Nice movieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee , worth watching (thumbup!)
After movie , Bus-ed to SerangoonGarden for Yogurt ,
宝宝's house after that , & that sillyboy is too into the movie till he want to beat me !
Hahahahahahah !
Off for phone with 宝宝 ,
B Y E .

There's someone so nice infront ,
Yet i still miss the person who doesn't care anymore .
So angry with myself ! Argh _|_
Strong on the outside , sad in the inside ?

2010-04-30T17:47:00.001+08:00

My moodswings againnnnnnnnnnnnnn ,
再见，

2010-04-29T21:00:00.002+08:00

我把回忆关进房间 , 眼前却还是不断浮现有你陪我所有画面 ;

Hi !
Reached home like half an hour ago ,
School was so bored ,
Moodswings for the whole time in school .
Met 宝宝 straight after school , till just now .
The weather suck ttm , hot like oven , even after i bath ! _|_
Msn-ing with 宝宝 now ,
Stupid Zhenkang maybe not going on Saturday , :(
BYE .

2010-04-28T20:10:00.002+08:00

Why am i even still counting , 109 days w/o ? ；

Hi ,
Mood suck ttm ,
School's bored today ,
With 宝宝 after school till before i reach home ,
Going find 宝宝 later again ,
Off to bath ,
Movie , Ip man 2 , with 宝宝 , Zhenkang & Jianrong on saturday ,
Since long i watch movie with my Papa , can't wait ^,^
BYE .

2010-04-26T21:03:00.002+08:00

Memories flash back ;

Hi ,
English & Chinese paper 1 ,
Oh well , I've not much confidence :(
Sorry 宝宝 , if i fail T.T
宝宝's house after school , wait him to bath & my house , he waited for me to prepare ,
Compass for Swensens after that , ^,^
宝宝's place again , Joke around like stupid ,
That sillyboy made me laugh till stomach pain ! Heh ,
Reached home nearly 9pm ,
Social study & English paper 2 tomorrow , sigh .
Bye .

Thanks 宝宝 ,
Thanks , for bringing Chinese dictionary to my house this morning ,
Thanks , for the breakfast & greentea , & the stupid bitter thingy :D
Thanks for the Swensens ,
& Thanks for your stupid acting noble understanding ,
Thank you x100000000000000000000 ,
Love ni ,

Memories flash back , the way you looked into my eyes ,
I thought i could do it , But i can't ,
Nb , I've tried my best , trust me , JFJH , i really did .
Stupid lousy me , (sadface)

2010-04-25T22:12:00.004+08:00

翻着我们的照片，想念若隐若现；

Hi ,
Yesterday-today ,
Went Kovan with , 宝宝 , Zhenkang & Peiyuan ,
Work with 宝宝 after that ,
Homed straight after work , bathed & went 宝宝's place .
Watched a movie , Blood & Bone , with 宝宝 & his mother .
Slept around 6am , woke up nearly 4pm ,
Left around 4.30am , reach home nearly 5am .
Met Weijie & Zhengkang @ 682 ,
Homed around 8pm .
Bored ttm now ,
Msn-ing with 宝宝 now ,
English & Chinese paper 1 tomorrow , hope i don't fail uh !
BYE .

2010-04-24T01:06:00.002+08:00

我想 , 现在的他很快乐 ;

Hi ,
School was okay ,
Moody almost whole day , _|_
Straight home to change after school ,
Met Zhenkang & went Superbowl @ Kovan together ,
Chunsheng , Darren & manymany people there ,
But still , bored ttm .
Left around 5pm , cab to find 宝宝 , & went work together ,
Met 宝宝 after work , reached home around 12.30am ,
Tired now , me so want to sleep .
B Y E .

Me like a burden , isn't it ?
(sadface)

2010-04-22T21:43:00.005+08:00

世界上没有什么事能够如此的绝对 ;

Hi ,
School was so boring today ,
Met 宝宝 after school , 684 mac to study ,
then 宝宝's place cause he want go home use toilet -.-
Ate dinner near his house coffee shop ,
Slack @ some random void-deck ,
Reached home around 8.30pm .
宝宝 did/say lots & lots of funny stuff , today .
That silly made me laugh till stomach pain !
Hahahahahahahah !
& 宝宝 says , JessicaLSH is the best , JonathanFJH suck the most ! ^,^
End of crap ,
Msn-ing with 宝宝 now ,
BYE .

2010-04-21T20:27:00.003+08:00

我松开手回忆却没放掉 ;

Hi ,
Moody,
Met 宝宝 after school .
Studied @ his place . Bored ttm @ that time .
Slack around , & reached home @ 8pm .
Nothing to do now ,
Off for television ,
B Y E .

宝宝 ,
conflicts this few days , this suck ttm , i don't like :(
❥ Luvvvvvvv you ;

2010-04-21T09:04:00.004+08:00

In school computer lab now , late for school again -.-
Very colddddddddddddddd ,
Boring , I'm hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ,
Chunsheng stupiddddddddddddd ! ^,^
2.4km running after school @ 4pm :(

Thanks 宝宝 ,
for the MacHashbrown & Greentea , in the morning , & sending me to school .
Luv ni ttm ,

Bye ,

2010-04-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

Hard to express , i don't like this feeling ;

Hi ,
Moodsodown ,
Monga today after school @ Amkhub^,^
Met 宝宝 around his house area ,
Cab to fetch Soonsian & Liling ,
Late for the show for like 10mins , i guess .
The show was alright .
Brought Durian puffs & other Durian thingy ,
宝宝's house afterthat , Cab home @ 9.30pm ,
Bathed & msn-ing with 宝宝 now ,
B Y E .

2010-04-19T22:22:00.003+08:00

For you , NEOHWIECHENG ,

我离不开宝宝，跟离不开你，
如果不是你我不会相信 , 朋友比情人还死心塌地 ,
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰 , 你也不会恨我只是骂我几句 .
Heh ^,^ You like so moody everyday , is this cheering you up ? :D
爱你哦！

2010-04-19T21:44:00.002+08:00

Insecure , lack of trust , sigh ;

2010-04-18T20:38:00.003+08:00

Too much to say , till i don't know where to start ;

Hi ,
Moodswings _|_
Worked yesterday ,
Supper @ Chompchomp with Cousin(s) & a friend of them .
Full ttm ,
Homed nearly 1am last night .
Slept @ 3am & woke up @ 9am ,
Tired ttm , Went pray grandparents , again , mother's side this time .
Reached home around 3pm , had nap @ 4.30pm & 宝宝 woke me up @ 6pm :(
Met Zhenkang @ Hg point for dinner , slack awhile & homed @ 8pm .
2.4 tomorrow , Don't really feel like going . But i have to .
Watching Monga tomorrow , with 宝宝 , bishan/amk , can't wait ^,^
Off for phone & tv .
B Y E .

-----------------------------------
Edited , 9.07p, ;

No more watching Monga tomorrow :(

2010-04-17T01:50:00.002+08:00

如果 , 我从没出现你会不会快乐一些；

Hi ,
An moody day ,
Went school per normal ,
Met 宝宝 around his school area ,
Stepped on Cockroach , & saw manymany Cockroach , scary ttm ! :(
宝宝 accompanied me home , make him wait downstairs for a long time again :D
Bathed , changed & bused to 宝宝's house .
Rot there , watched 风云雄霸天下 till half went work together , no time .
After work , went 宝宝 @ his house , continue watching the show .
Left @ nearly 12am ,
& something even more scarier happen compared to stepping on Cockroach !
I was walking to bus stop with 宝宝 , when i wanted to sit down , a Cockroach just crawl over my feet !
Suay ttm today , :(
Talking to 宝宝 on msn now ,
B Y E .

2010-04-15T21:58:00.002+08:00

I'm bad , I'm so bad , I'm veryvery bad ;

Hi !
Went school today ,
Such a good girl nowwwwwwwwwwww ,
Met 宝宝 after school @ around my school ,
Went Kovan for Yoshinoya ^,^
Happy ttm , like don't know how long never eat alreadyyyyyyyyyy !
Went home to bath & change , Met 宝宝's friend ,
Wanted to watch Monga @ 宝宝's house , but don't know why can't see :(
His stupid paper computer !
Met Hwiecheng afterthat ,
& Home around 9pm .
Bored ttm now .
Off for msn-ing with 宝宝 ,
B Y E !

Thanks 宝宝 , for bring to to Yoshinoya eat & the hashbrown ,
& Sorry to make you angry , Stupid sensitive boy . Luv ttm ♥

2010-04-14T09:10:00.004+08:00

In school now ,

Having art lesson , inside digital art room .

This room so cold la :(

Bored ttm .

Maths later on , make it even worst .

Blog when i'm home .

B Y E .

& Thanks Baobao for sending me to school & the Greentea ^,^

Luv ni ttm , <3

2010-04-13T21:31:00.002+08:00

还爱你 , 带一点恨 , 还要时间才能平衡 ;

Hi !
Went school today ,
Bored ttm ,
Stupid Chunsheng got in-house suspend -.-
Met 宝宝 after school ,
Wanted to go compass for yoshinoya , But in the end didn't .
Went 682 instead , wanted to Dabao dinner for Zhenkang but didn't .
Ate dinner there , & have Cinnamon melts after that . (I ate left then half & a monster ate the rest !)
宝宝's house afterthat , leave for home @ around 8.30pm .
Reached home , bathed & talking to 宝宝 on msn nowwwwwwwwww :D
B Y E .

2010-04-12T21:22:00.002+08:00

把你的爱收起来 , 放进我的口袋不让你轻易离开 ;

Hi ,
Gave school a miss today , overslept .
Missed class photo talking session _|_
Rot @ home till around 5pm ,
Met Zhenkang & Baobao @ 682 for dinner .
Went Zhenkang's house after that for my 娱乐百分百 ,
But only get to watch 5mins :(
Slacked around @ his house till 7pm ,
Left with Baobao ,
Thanks Baobao for the Ben&Jerry ^,^
Slacked around & homed @ 9pm .
Bathed & so cooling now , the weather like oven this few days even when it's raining !
Off for phoned with Baobao ,
B Y E .

Start to hate you ,
Start to not miss you so much .
It's a good start , i guess ? :D

2010-04-11T01:50:00.003+08:00

For you , Baobao ,

Forgot to buy Pepsi for you , Picture better then nothing uh . Sorry ,
Give you one snoopy picture , forgive me , kays ? :)
Lastly , Huanghongsheng's cute ttm la !
I'm bored , bare with my crap , kays .
Maomao ♥ Baobao ^,^

2010-04-11T01:35:00.002+08:00

你就是我的 Super No.1 ;

Hi !
Just reached home not long ago .
Met Baobao & went compass point buy FamousAmos cookie :D
Slack around & work after that .
Went eat @ 682 with Hwiecheng ,
Brought my Cinnamon melts , & Hwiecheng left for home .
Met Weijie , Xinrong , Eben & Rhino slack around Hg park ,
Went meet Baobao again , Forgot to buy his Pepsi for him :(
Cabbed home around 1am .
Hyper ttm how ! Huanghongshenggggggggggg !
Heh ^,^
B Y E .

2010-04-10T00:58:00.004+08:00

For you , JFJH ,

你总喜欢捏我的脸
笑我有双呆呆的眼
感觉一副就很好骗
被骗还会说谢谢

我并不是都无所谓
只是想认真过着每一天
幸福就是跟你肩靠肩
坐在海边轻轻哼着音乐

我就是喜欢简简单单的感觉
小小的爱能温暖大大的世界
我就只有个简简单单的心愿
希望能在你身边
幸福每一天

还记得那年的夏天
牵着手走过的海边
我们两写下了心愿
把它装瓶子里面

站在坏人心里雨边
想起了那些甜蜜的画面
哪怕只是平凡的幸福
就能点亮最寂寞的声乐

我爱上那种简简单单的感觉
小小的爱能温暖大大的世界
我就只有个简简单单的心愿
希望能在你身边
幸福每一天

瓶子里面装满想念
它乘着海浪飘到你面前
我能看见你的笑脸
陪着我报护我从不停歇

我就是喜欢简简单单的感觉
小小的爱能温暖大大的世界
我就只有个简简单单的心愿
希望能在你身边

我爱上那种简简单单的感觉
小小的爱能温暖大大的世界
我就只有个简简单单的心愿
希望能在你身边
幸福每一天

在你身边-卓文萱

Happy now ?
Me luv Baobao ttm >.<

2010-04-08T21:53:00.002+08:00

只想变得坚强 , 强到能够去忘 ;

Hi ,
School bored ttm ,
Didn't fly kite today , cause weather too hot , i don't want .
Homed to bath after school ,
Met Keith & Steph @ Jonathan's house downstairs .
Bused 27 to Tampines , Manymany stuff got up to my mind ,
Walked around , didn't get to watch movie :(
Shopped around & i want to buy so manymany stuff .
Maths test tomorrow , I think i'll fail for sure ?
Off for tv & phone with a dumb ,
B Y E .

Sorry , JFJH , for making you angry & making you wait so long ;

The bus , the bus , the journey , the place , the everything ,
remind me of you .
Wtf ? _|_

2010-04-07T21:27:00.001+08:00

(Happy) 18th month anniversary ,
07.10.08 ; 2127 , (

2010-04-07T21:05:00.002+08:00

对他一样很想念 ;

Hi ,
Forgot what i did the previous days ,
Skipped school today , cause of some reason .
Met Sillymonster & company @ Hg point ,
Went slack around with Sillymonster ,
Ate Cinnamon melts , & want more of itttttttttttttttttttt ,
Reached home nearly 9pm ,
Flying kite tomorrow if the weather is good ^,^
Off for private blog ,
B Y E .

There's somethings stopping to to move on ,
_|_ ! At least i could hide emotions now ;
(sadface) ttm /
多希望我们不曾相识过

2010-04-04T17:26:00.001+08:00

Why must i be the one avoiding , why must i be the one thinking all this ?
Just cause I'm the one getting dump by you ?
Sigh ,
Nothing seems to help ;

2010-04-03T04:06:00.002+08:00

2010-04-03T03:19:00.002+08:00

朋友都说这不过失恋 ;

Hi ,
Met sillymonster just now ,
Around 12am , met Weijie & rest @ 682 ,
Home around 1am ,
I don't know why , i can't get to sleep , from just now till now .
There's just somethings on my mind , which make me can't go to lala land :(
Argh ,
Bye .

2010-04-02T17:08:00.003+08:00

Never the same , kept everything inside ;

Hi ,
Happybirthday , Mf & Hwiecheng's father ! - 1st April .
For now ,
I'm so bored ,
Stomach cramp , monthly reds suck ttm ! :(
Moody all of a sudden , feel like ...
Not working , waiting for sillymonster to come ,
Blog later ,
B Y E .

Papa , 救我 :(

2010-03-30T21:53:00.003+08:00

他的情况留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他 - 丁当

2010-03-30T21:42:00.003+08:00

最初的天堂最终的荒唐 ;

Hi ,
Rather moody this couple of days .
I forgot for the past few days .
Skipped school today , was too tired .
Met Jane & others @ Serangoon north ,
Went meet Jonathan , & meet Jane & Jiawen after that .
Reached home @ around 7pm .
Bored ttm .
Don't really feel like going school tomorrow , :(
But i must ,
B Y E .

Get well soon , JFJH ! >,<

2010-03-25T21:24:00.002+08:00

拉住我不放手，好吗？；

Hi ,
Yesterday ,
Thanks sillymonster for sending me to school & fetching me after school :D
Met Jane & Yijie for movie with sillymonster @ Amk hub ,
Watched , Just Another Pandora's Box , was nice & very funny , worth watching .
Slacked around & reached home @ around 9.30pm .
Today ,
Skipped school ,
Met Jane , Sillymonster , Liling & Keith around 1pm , @ Serengoon north .
Slacked around , went Amk ,
Went cut my hair , Bus Home nearly 9pm , reached home @ 9plus ,
Wanted to meet sillymonster but was too late .
Off for phone .
B Y E .

Sillymonster , don't so moody , kays ? S M I L E .

2010-03-24T08:53:00.002+08:00

Hi ,
In school now , art lesson ,
Was late for school just now .
Met Silly monster in the morning ,
Wanted to eat mac @ hougang poit , but it's not open .
Reached school & i was late , so went Kovan mac with Silly monster & Joanna .
Ate mac Harhbrown todayyyyyyyyyy , Happy ttm :D
Veryveryvery boing nowwwwwwwwwwww .
B Y E .

2010-03-22T22:27:00.002+08:00

小小的爱能温暖大大的世界 ;

Hi ,
Reached home @ nearly 10pm .
Went school & maths remedial .
School bored ttm .
Met silly monster after remedial .
That silly monster went home to change ,
& Met Jane , Jiawen & Yijie @ SerengoonGarden with silly monster .
Ate Prata for dinner , & ate yogurt :D
Slack around , till don't know what time .
Jiawen left , followed by Yijie .
Jane went to find Yanhao ,
& Silly monster accompany me home to bath & change .
Met Jane , Yaohao , Kaijie & company @ somewhere in Hougang .
Around 8.45pm , silly monster left ,
Slacked there with the Jane & others ,
Left there with Jane around 9.30pm .
Reached home @ nearly 10pm .
_|_ The bubbletea , honey greentea , make my stomach hurt so much nowwwwwww :(
Ohwell ,
Off for tv & phone with silly monster .
BYE .

I don't know :(

2010-03-21T18:38:00.002+08:00

我找到了一首新歌，一首属于我和你的歌；

Hi ,
20th March , yesterday ,
Met a Jonathan around 2pm , i guess . Went to Vivo together ,
Ate Ben & Jerry , Happy to the maximum :D
Wanted to watch movie but not enough time , as i need to go Bishan for cousin's b'day party .
Ate dinner , & the restaurant's service suck , okay ?!
Went Bugis after that , wanted to meet Jane , Jiawen & Kaijie but their watch movie .
So went Junction 8 , slacked awhile & that silly walked to cousin's house with me & left .
Overnight with Cousin(s) & their friends @ aunt's house .
Watched , Kidnapper with a cousin of mine , as the rest don' want to watch .
The movie was sad , scary & sad . It's nice overall . Worth watching :D
Reach aunt's house around 2am ,
Phone-d with a silly for awhile ,
& watched tv till 5am , & sleep ,
Today ,
Woke up around 1.30pm ,
Stay @ aunt's house all the way till around 5pm plus ,
Bus-d homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
I'm so tired now ,
Can't imagine school's starting tomorrow ,
I didn't enjoy enough eh ! Sian to the maximum .
Off for tv , B Y E .

Maybe , those nightmares are over .
Maybe , I'm ready for everything .

2010-03-19T01:49:00.002+08:00