Different ♥

Hi .
I'm pissed .
Like first time so easily gets angry ?
Anyone , Anyone , Cheer me up please .
Or maybe i'm just unreasonable or childish la .
Like whatever la .
Rush like so fast ,
Made my stomach soooooooooooo pain ,
& Wtf ?
Pissed la .
I'm having a stupid retarted headache & stomachache .
My sister says it's cause of stress & Kelvin says it;s cause of stress also .
Maybe it is la .
But how to no stress siall ,
I study in school then go home study also ,
But during test i'll forget .
I dont know why , I'm trying to keep awake in class but sometimes ,
I just can't . _|_
Somemore tmr maths test .
I'm going to fail , Maybe fail really badly ?
I'm afraid of retaining , Afraid of failing .
& I promised alot of people i'll study & not fail any subject .
I can;t let then down , Especially , My parents .
I made them so disappointed last two years already .
I'm working damm hard .
I may not look like , But i am .
I just can;t find the balance between , Friendship , Studys & Relationship .
I'm a stupid loser .
Whatever , I know no one cares .
Today , Late for school ,
Cause i over-slept .
Then school normal , Not feeling well today ,
For the whole day . But Nvm .
After school , Waited for Justin(s) For very long .
Then then then he finally came ,
Was happy to see them both , ;}
They said Hi , & Talk awhile & went off .
Nothing much .
Bye .