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15th's ,


J E S S I C A '

16 , 20th July .

我要谢谢你给的 , 你拿走的一切 .
终于在眼泪中明白 ,
有些人 一旦错过就不再 。





Tuesday, May 6, 2014, 1:44 AM
15 August 2010, I'll remember you.

Dear Qzk,

This will be the last time I'll talk to you. (I hope)

I'm sorry, for hurting you again and again. For our 3years I've always been looking at your bad, keep wanting from you, keep wanting you to change to be the perfect one. But when I lose you, than I realized, you're already the perfect one. And other that my family, you and your family are the ones that dote and love me the most. You're the one that understand me the most, you're the one that love me like no one else on earth. But everything is too late. To be frank I've regretted, a lot! Most important thing I've realize after losing you, is Brian is not the person I love the most anymore. Qzk, is you. You're the guy I love the most. 我当失去才知道 你的好 你的重要。

Sincerely wish you all the best in your future, and please please stop or maybe cut down your gambling habit. And be a better man. Hope you'll meet someone 100x better than me, and not like a bytch:basturd like me. 
我要谢谢你给我的,你拿走的一切。
我要谢谢你爱我,爱我like nobody else。
对不起,你遇见了我。
对不起,伤了你。
对不起,我爱你。


I've much more to say, but I know, the more I say, the more I'll hurt you and myself.
From stranger > friend > sister pbt > bgr > friend > papa nuer > my moley > stranger.
Zk, you'll never know, we met be friend again few years later, that we don't know what will happen 10 years down the road. Hahaha.

我们的回忆太多,
丢不到,忘不了。
舍不得丢,也不想忘。
我不会 忘记你,
因为,在我心里 一辈子有你的房间。

I really wish you'll remember me like how I remember you. Please smile when you think of you cutest ex-girlf on earth k. And don't forget me. I know you won't because I trust you. 

Ps; writing all this is not wanting anything from you, I just want a official full stop for us.